Alone and Homesick

Blah. Fridays stink. First, I have computer lit for 4 freaking hours... FOUR. I wanted to shoot myself in Barb's computer lit class last year...and that was only THREE hours. But now I get 4 hrs of the stuff, and the teacher again doesn't really know whats going on. Seriously people... Can we get some teachers who know what they are teaching? Or... technology companies, STOP COMING OUT WITH NEW CRAP EVERY 2 FLIPPING WEEKS... there we go... that solves lots of problems right there.

Then... in the afternoon I have my favorite class. It's boring, but Chef Hart is a great teacher... We spent about 1-2 hours getting off topic, wasting time, taking too long of breaks, etc. My cell was dead so I can't text anyone during breaks... yes, I only text during breaks thank you very much... I like the class and all, but it really gets on my nerves that students (the fresh-outta-high school ones...) are purposly getting him off topic because of how easy it ends up being.

My biggest annoyance from class was at the beginning of class, when we got our take-home quizes back. He said he wasn't too happy with the scores, given that it was a take-home quiz, and we got to use our books and such, and most people averaged 2-4 wrong on EACH quiz... He said that one person was on top of everything, and that she managed to miss only 1 total on all 4... and he was looking at me and pointed me out to the class. He asked me questions like did I use my book "yes", did I use my notes "yes", did I reread through things "yes"... each question making my face redder and redder... he then asked how long it took me to do the quizes, and I said under an hour for all 4. I got some not-so-nice looks and whispers. I'm already off to a bad start making friends here. Apparently doing what is told makes you a teachers pet. whatever. He told the class that he encourages and strongly recommends study groups. No one thought to ask me, but everyone around me. The girls even looked at me, looked like they would say something, but then turned away. I don't do study groups, but I would have said yes if they asked. I was so glad to leave.



So, I come home... annoyed and shit from my favorite class this quarter... to my 2 roommates filling out forms for them to have guy friends stay the night : I enter the room pissed off becuase of how my day was... and they tell me they need the form signed by me saying its ok. Sigh... to not seem like a bitch or the nazi of the apartment, I signed. :

Anyways, I was planning on seeing one of my friends tonight after they got off work, and I got home from school and took a shower and such. Couldn't text them at all today to see if we were still going to meet up and hang out. I got home and saw them online, so I messaged them... about 30 minutes ago... whatever. I just need a friend right now, and they are being an ass like they all are... and ugh ... So now my roommates get their friends, and I still have nothing. IM SO FLIPPING EXCITED FOR THEM...

So, if my friend doesn't come over (which I doubt he will given it's 6:30 now...), then I'm stuck, alone... if I went out with said friends and their guys, I'd be a flipping 5th wheel... not greatest thing to be... and I honestly dont feel like being social with the under 21 crowd...

Then tomorrow, Shantel is heading home until next week sometime, and Erin is leaving for home again after her class tomorrow. And here I am, stuck here, all alone... I don't have my car, I don't have friends, I dont have the luxury of being able to go home every fucking weekend for 5 days... I am lacking some groceries that would be nice to go and get, but I cant... no car.

I kinda miss Michigan... I really miss my friends back in Michigan...

My loan money still isnt in yet...

Ugh, when something good happens (which hasn't been very much this year), something 100 times worse always happens shortly after.







Sorry... I know this is one big long rant/whiny thing from me... but ehh.. I needed it I think... I still don't feel better, but... in the words of Chef Hart "what-EV-er"





EDIT:
My friend ended up having truck problems and was sorry for not being able to see me tonight. I guess we'll try for monday :

Also, my roomies friends... well one of the friends... was way more than any of them could handle, so I rescued my roommate from possible harm, and now I'm just waiting up for the other to get home... I am such the mama bear : Thanks carolyn